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I'm nervous nervous nervous.
I've been having issues with my liver for over a year now and tomorrow I'm finally getting it checked by the specialist and right now I'm insanely nervous. Also, I hate missing class for doctor's appointments but I had booked this one 4 months ago, clearly he is a busy man. I wish someone would come to hold my hand.

I'm passing out and resorting to way too many calories to stay awake during class so I'm going to try and get more sleep which will hopefully result in not crashing around 2pm and also eating more at breakfast which will hopefully equal less cravings and more money in my pocket.

My brain is a mess and I need more time to clear it up.

On the contrary to all this, a couple things have happened lately that have made my life make more sense, as well as some sort of plan for the future. In any case, I really need to roll up my sleeves and take action.

I met someone recently whose been going through a lot of the same things I have and I've tried my best to give her love and support since she has been so nice to me. I don't get mad at people who don't understand how life isn't sunshine and roses for everyone, meeting someone like me might make you thank your lucky stars you haven't been through what I've been through, and hopefully never will. So appreciate what you have and support the people who are trying to get there... x