I'm watching a movie with Colin Farrell, where he's bisexual and Sissy Spacek is in it. It's quite depressing actually, which could explain the mood I'm in...
I'm feeling kinda down again, but it's my own fault this time. I'm feeling...uninspired lately, idk if it's just the February blahs. I haven't taken pictures, I need to buy tapes for my camcorder still. I've been somewhat living in the library, much to the suspicion of the newly placed security guard. I went to the doctors yesterday and need bloodwork to check up on my liver. I also found out different options to beat depression, because when I get my period, I get so depressed, so low, it's very terrifying, to have no control over my emotions.
I'm moving April 7th and packing seemed like fun at the time haha, but even my mum is feeling the pressure. My room is a mess but it somewhat makes sense to me.
But there are alot of other things going on, relationship wise, that've got me thinking, just about the future and about ambitions...
I can do this.
I've got to stop writting blah blogs...CHEER UP!
I've applied to university! So there's one great thing to say!
And last night I was in a hot tub with a bunch of friends and it felt amaazing, we should get one for the new house...haha
I'm looking forward to organizing my room in the new house...
I feel like I'll be able to get a fresh new start. Finally.