Hold on

I could use a minute...

I am so exhausted and overwhelmed,
but tommorow is Halloween. (:

Outrip

Oh how I missed the stars. I went camping this weekend and it was sooo much fun. Maybe I am not really the camping type but it didn't matter.

I really needed this trip - but also I really love marshmallows, s'mores and hot dogs and burning cedar, fire and sleeping bags, but especially the moon and the stars.

Most of all:

I needed a dose of stars.

I actually hate the way all my clothes/belongings smell afterwards: of smoke and plastic and smelly feet + I burned a hole in a shirt I liked :(

But there's more positive than negative I think...

We did Archery! Which I love but never have the chance to do, so I am so happy - the place was so big and I had walking up steep hills but this was fun - and I found the most comfortable grass to lie in and a grasshopper landed me and that had never happend before so I was excited...

O Green World

I'm feeling a little overwhelmed lately.

Can you tell...?

Too much noise.

Too many thoughts, not enough brain.

I'm reading this amazing book by Jaclyn Moriarty - but then again, everything she writes is incredibly amazing so metioning the title of the book would be unnecessary to you. (:

I need a whole day dedicated to meditating really, to clear my head <3

Going camping this weekend!! <333

Spoon in the Parmesan Cheese

I feel like composing music lately. I wouldn't mind becoming an orchestra conductor...

I've got this sound in my head that I want to put down on paper or through my ears.

I take guitar lessons, but they are...uninspiring, they're more of a burden than fun. Took flute for awhile, really loved it, wish I had one to practice on now and again. I'm glad I took piano for awhile though - taught me everything about music, reading notes and about composers . I used to be study composers on my own - fun, but rarely useful.

There are alot of things I've studied on my own: Mythology, Legends, Languages, Astrology, Paintings, Artists, Psychology, Composers, Dreams, Palmistry, Philosophy, Horoscopes, Constellations, Dermatology, Philematology...

All the sometimes 'useless' information can be sometimes 'useful' - depends on who you meet in life.

A B C

The World is quiet here.

I feel...different lately

almost like I've had an epiphany.

Things are still quite chaotic and will be for the next week or two, but I'm happy, I'm good. I've got a million questions, but I feel peaceful.

My Horoscope in the paper was particularly beautiful though.

Taurus: Chill the Champagne, as tonight may be hot and blissful. Look around: The world is full of beautiful human beings.